Tatkala Hati Merindu

Pejamkan mata dan bayangkannya
hadirlah ia di hati bersua
kenangkan masa pabila bersama
bersenyumlah puas dengan apa yang ada.

kadang-kalanya yand dicari sudah jumpa
tetapi hati berlenga-lengah bersahaja..
sedarlah bahawa langit hanya penuh dengan impian
pandanglah ke bumi pulanglah ke nyata.

langkahmu perlahan bagai tiada hala
hatimu tenang seolah tiada rasa.
tatkala hati sudah merindu
madahlah dengan kata-kata bermadu.

Reminiscence - somehow i've lost myself somewhere

It's been awhile since i posted anything on this site.. if only I have any substancial matter to record.. truth is, I'm not myself. Not since KL. I noticed that i changed alot ever since i moved back to my hometown. Tried to leave everything behind.. and i guess i did. My past, friends, places i used to go to.. and a little bit of myself. Tried writing again.. but can't think of anything to write about these days.. not to say that each day i live is not important, but i don't feel the excitement.. always told myself to challenge the day ahead.. but there's nothing.. just plain, simple, go-to-work-and-back-day.. maybe that's why I always find the need to go out and PARTAY every now and then..

I'm getting tired of all these nonsense.. i need an inspiration. Desperately need a challenge. I feel that I'm capable of doing wonders.. but i wonder what can i do?.. What can i do?..

tiba-tiba teringat serangkap lagu by yuna "We question what we are, this i spend the best so far".. such truth in just a simple phrase.. I'm glad that I'm still alive.. but am not looking forward for tomorrow.. eventually we all have to live our lives to the fullest..

So let's just do what we feel like..shall we? fill that half-empty life with things that would excite ouselves.. something that we cld always look back to and laugh about, tell stories of.. argue.. discuss. let's just live life and remember every little things.. for our generations to come.

I'll come back to that place where i left a little part of me.. someday. And i know that i'll be whole again. :)