lost?

i feel uninvited, i'm uninspired, unimpressed with last year's experience... i step into the new year unresolutionised.. i don't even care if there's no such words.. there is now. i don't intend to change anything because i'm unorganised.. unfocused.. i need inspiration to continue to smile and look forward to tomorrow. because today will go by unchallenged. i'm understating myself not because i give up.. just unenergised to keep glory. i don't care if this post speaks of gibberish.. or wether it is unjustified.. i dodn't make you read this, you chose to bore yourself (if not to death).. you may not want to finish reading.. but you're curious of what's happening next. congratulation. you just made an effort to seek. think out of the norm. that box is starting to fill up, full?. i'm famished.